泪水

你有多久没哭了？

还是你还没停止哭泣？

我，中三那次得大哭后，加上来拉曼的不久的小泪水。。。就没有了。。

但，昨天~

我最后还是支持不住。。。

而不争气的泪水也稀里哗啦的流了。。。

我拿起电话，想找个倾诉对象。。。

电话拿起，scroll完我的contact list...

突然感到好恐怖，连一个都没有。。。

为什么？为什么人家可以把我当成他们的听众，为什么他们可以？而我却。。。

为什么？？

我很找一个人来聊，甚至开解我也好，但，深怕打扰到对方~~

好难过，好可悲。。。

难过我没有倾诉对象，可悲我哭了。。。=.=

但，我过后还是拿起电话打给了S大哥。。。

谢谢他，开解我，安慰我。。。让我知道fail没什么大不了。。。

可能没曾尝试“肥佬”的我，也许还没办法接受这事实吧。。。

跟他聊后，心情也好多了。。。

也鼓起勇气打给了我的母亲大人。。。

给她“cham"了几句。。。心痛着，抽着。。。

很难面对他们，因为他们的疼爱，让我很对不住他们俩。。。

爸爸是不会打给我，他最多会把他的话传给妈，再传来我的耳边。。。

这星期四课完了，得回去面对他们~~

我好差劲，考到这样的成绩。。。

泪水又飙来了。。。

阿怡说的对："抬起头来，思念的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

但我的要转成：“把头抬起，伤感的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

Exam Result Release~

I back Penang today, yesterday night 3am just slept, then today woke up at 6.45am...hahaz...

Plan to wake up at 6am de....really cant follow de ...but le...LOL...

About 7.35am just drive back here....>.<"

and today, i also forgot about the exam result release day...haiz.....

E-x-a-m __r-e-s-u-l-t ___r-e-l-e-a-s-e____ l-e....

I ....failed one sub....that's programming...T.T

omg...how do i tell my parents about this??

I not very sad just dunno how to face my parents...

My dad sure will angry and scold me very "gai".....

I am not a good daughter, disappointed them again.....

I know resit is not a very big problem..but I think I should not get such result..

C- for my programming....Very bad right..I should do better de!...

However, I failed in my major subject... I such a lame, lazy, and bad!!

I should put more effort in this sem, and more concentrate...since it is a very easy sem, I afraid that I will again become lazy.....>.<....lousy!! I will resit my programming in this sem to get a better grade for my parents!! I don't want to make them upset, not the money things, but also because of my study stuff!!!

Dad, Mum, I m sorry.....Sorry..........

The Celebration Is Eating all The Way!

OMG....
The whole CNY Celebration is goin on..
I just knew that I m eating all the way....swt lo....lolx
Strat from the reunion dinner..I ate at my grandma there.....
then 初一 :--lunch and dinner de gathering meal also at there....
erm, met all my relatives and gather together..then at night...
having supper at Santai Cafe...lolx....treated by Chang...
初二：---eat again..lolx..after lunch....then I go to Alor Setar to met al my cousin there...
its great....! hahaz...but eat again lo...haiz....this year special at here is my ah yi
put the 孔明灯。。。erm....actually is on chap goh meh de le....lolx
初三：---Oh no...go to my 姑姑 there eat again...this year special on got "lao sheng"....hahaz....^.^
初四：---I have 大团拜here,go to kaki bukit, then padang besar, then is kangar...my fren also come to my house here to get "ang pau" lo...lox......hahaz....well, eat tomya and laksa....the tomyam is great! hehe....Then at night having dinner at alor setar, the gathering for my family here for the last one (CNY de meal)lolx....then met with Ts (xiaoji fren)....
Then is yesterday...初五。。。。
I go Taiping one day trip with my family....We go to Lake Garden then look at my two brothers play the swan boat...then at night after dinnner go to Taiping Zoo to go for a Night Safari...
I forgot to bring along my torch only....aiyo...hahaz.....

This year de （Hu虎） Year...is really different like the past one...since....my family got so many plan here.....lol.......though almost round with eat....haiyooo......T.T .....fat le T.T

Then, I wanna back Penang le....izzit Saturday, Sunday or Monday leh...hahaz.....

HappY CNY + Valentines!!

Yaya, new year around....
My house also wanna complete decorating and cleanning....
CNY is so near to us....i view so many of the blog almost mention abt CNY is near...
including Seng's.....
well, cny for this year i think it will like last year...nothing special gua...


Anyway Happy CNY for everyone...
Nice day...
Nice trip...
and...
Nice CNY...

Besides, Happy Valentines ya^.^ for those couples frens^___^

颠倒～

最近上线的时间都开始和别人颠倒～
因为我都早上上线，我的朋友们则是晚上～所以，最近没和什么人能聊到～
加上帮忙整理家，再帮我妈做饼干什么的，还蛮忙的。。。
就前几天，我在guardian买东东时，遇到我的一位学姐～
每次看到她我都会想起她那双柔软的手指头。。。
别把我当变态，因为我只是喜欢她弹钢琴的样子。。。
每次上音乐班时，我都很羡慕那些会弹钢琴的朋友，很羡慕她们。。。
但很可惜自己会的并不是钢琴。。。
虽然我也会玩乐器，也会读那些所谓的“豆芽”字，但，偏偏不会钢琴。。。
我是钢琴白痴，看到黑白键，都看傻眼了。。。
但，abc，123，do re mi什么的，我还会啦。。。只是，哈哈～
我的朋友都笑我说：“钢琴很容易呀！跟你那个四条弦的东东比，那才高难度！”
这也是我常笑朋友说，“四条线还容易过你那个黑白键，哈哈！！”
说真的我好久没碰我的小提琴了，不知它还好吗？
现在它在槟城，我回来了，并没有把它带回来。。。对不起。。。～.～

不过，最近有个男生每个晚上都会发“晚安”给我～是每个晚上耶～～
haiz，到底这代表什么？？不管那天我们有没有聊天，他都会这样做。。。
zz，到底这是什么意思？你知道吗？？

办年货咯~

嗯，昨天到了SP买了好多东东~~

我又买了新衣，新的睡衣~~

睡衣其实每年我的妈咪都会买新的一套给我们全家人~~

这是惯例~没有人可以破例~包括我那爱反抗的弟弟~

昨天到central square买了灯笼，和一些吊饰。。。{是时候布置了}

然后去吃bak kut teh...ok ok la....

前一天的菜肴是酸的，昨天的又咸的~~zz~~迟早吃坏我的肚肚。。。

那天酸的，是陪我妈去她的员工饯行会~

咸的，嘛是那桌bak kut teh,+咸鱼+炒豆芽。。。zzz

接着，我们又去tesco...买了汽水，盒装水等。。。

其实最近是thaipussam...昨天差点要塞在那了...

还好那个警察叔叔让我们做个U-Turn....abo.....dunno wat time just can leave that chaotic place...zz

p/s:-shopping make my legs exhauted...and this post is 01/02/2010...
but, after "dc" then post by today....~.~