什么跟什么？？

有时真的觉得自己真的很无趣。。而且。。。很没趣~~= =
但，我在改善！！难道，闷骚的人，就比较容易被ignore??
我发现，原来人总是容易改变。。。我身边的朋友都变样了~~
渐渐地，发觉其实我并不重要。。。原来，你们心目中只有自己和他人。。。
为什么？？难道友谊那么的脆弱吗？？一点都不能长久？？
难听点，就是说你们重色轻友。。。
我一直以来都只是个配角。。。默默无名的小卒~~
我不善于说笑，不善于讲特别的话，更不善于说故事。。。
烂笑话就一大堆。。。。。。
还有，永远是在一旁微笑~~点头，听听别人的事儿~~就这样~~~

可是，那又怎样。。。
。。。我就是我。。。
我不会再笨到再胡乱改变自己！！因为，太愚蠢了！！
为自己活，才会更精彩！！
如果你是为别人而活，那人生根本没意义~~
既然，每个人都不“鸟”我。。那，拉倒~~
一个人，也能活得很好的~~
虽然，偶尔会吃小醋，会不爽。。。

但，习惯就好~~

Holiday Period ~~

Family One-Day Outing ^^ ==Sunday==
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Last Sunday, my parents bring us to Penang ~
I m back to Penang again ~~
anyway, we have fun at QueensBay ^^
My dad boughts his shirt and bought four of us(including himself) the watches !!
Wow ~ thanks dad, I have new watch again ^^

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Bye, Jee !! ==Monday==
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My brother which is younger than me one year but taller than me....severals cm =.=!!!
swt !! he's back to his own lovely Matric at Kuala Pilah,Seremban there at 11pm~~
He came back for some days~ and I saw him almost doing his differentiation only = =
He seem like at home also ~~ Swt bro ~
Anyway, hope to see him again ~ Because we did not have much time to gather and meet already ~~ should I cry ?? xD anyway, 人有不散之宴席～～
Take Care, Jee!!~~ or taufu ? ? cheh gong ~~ = =!!

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Drama+ING ^^
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On this Sem Break, I just watching all the dramas ~~ wow, how nice yaa ~ ^^
xD ~~ anyway, my mum and dad also scold me for several times ~~
but I m 江山易改，本性难移～～ paise larr ~~
all this dramas are not bad oo ~~ intro::
～～公主嫁到～～
～～灰姑娘的姐姐～～
～～韩版恶作剧之吻～～
--旧戏--
～～女人最痛～～
～～灿烂的遗产～～
hehe ~ happy holiday to me ~ just hope that everything going fine ~
Recently also feel soooo confused again ~ OMG = =

Tiredness ~~

Recently, my sleep time already upside down ~
morn, or night ~ the time is a kinda changing onto me ~
Am i transformed into an OWL ?? zzzz ~~
can it back to normal ?? I m TIRED+ing !!

Assignments, testsss, presentation ~~ all drive me crazy !!!!

Is too exhauted until I m nearly cannot even smile back as usual !!

I want back my smile, I want back my spirit !!

Finals is coming soon ~ 2 weeks to go ~ times flied without wings, I already gonna finish my Year 2 Sem 1 ~~

phew ~~ hopes that I can smoothly pass everything ~~ HOPE FULLY la!!! =(

Life Changed ~

I just realised that actually my life changed with the initial "M", after coming over TARC ~

The initial "M" start follow me since that time ~

Almost Every time ~ every Dayssss ~

Why ? Why ? Why ?

Is it good to me ??

I now already can cope with all those pills ~ Can like swallow them without any hesitation ~~

Are they really can let me recover or just worsen up my health day by day ~ time by time ~~

This life seems bad, when I started realised that I already make use to such habit ~~

It won't harm my health ??

Or Will it improve on my health ??

~ Back to begin is impossible ~

Life with "BUSY"~

Recently is busy+ing all around ~~ Tests, Assignments, Presentations, Quizes etc~~

So busy with anything and everything ~~

The masquerade ball is by next Monday ~

Still consider ~ But i think mostly din ~ may be ~

Sometimes things happen without any notification ~~

PC Fair also is around the corner ~~ wanna part time ~~ any helps??

Last month have a KL trip with my family ~~

Recently, every weekend almost will go to Alor Setar a while ~ hahax, my parents ~ LOLx...

My brother is coming back soon ~ My mum is so excited and happy with, since she is missing HIM all the way ~~

Tests, assginment submission and etc ~~ wow....busy as BEES !!

Back Here Finally~~

Finally back to Penang le~~

erm, so many things need to be settle~

Now, i m be a part timer at Kumon Learning Centre there~(which intro by Mikael) =)

those kids are cute !! so chubi!! ^^

like them so much...hahax.......

This is my year 2 lolx......so fast, one year le I studied at TARC here~~

hope that I can handle everything for those subjects ~~

My brother last week ady sent him to Matriculation~~ hope he can do his best at there lo~~

For my this sem break, ady got 2 funeral I attended~~ omg, why happen so close...zzzzz

This week almost soak at Gurney there~~ Find books, watch Movie with frens, having dinner and etc~ Yesterday just watch Kidnapper~~ I really cannot withstand with 林德荣, since the scene really make me uncomfortable.....> <"

I also change my songs' list ~~ hope u all like it ~ is my recently played one ~ ^^

Busy Sem, Busy day~~ everything is coming le~~ Add oil ^^

ps: kean hooi, sorry, i just open my blogger, erm, u can try re-comment again ya~~ sometime, i wanna comment at ur there also got some problem ~~

Hopes------ Stay Happy, think Positively yaa ~~^^

Last week for sem3~~

Finally, it almost the end of this semester...

many of assgn, tests, and presentations are rush on this last week..next week ady is final le...

i still not yet prepare~~T.T

mayb just have english..and also a programming paper gua..

need to work hard le....

I find a job that introduce by mikael de..is quite good....at kumon centre...

work as the part-timer...hope i can get it la~~

besides, i also hope that one of my girl's fren wont misunderstand me~~

i very afraid of this~~hope i can solve all this problem so that she wont think too much on this matter...then indirectly hate onto me~~zzz...haiz...girlssss are very "chim" lo..haiyooo~~

hahax...so am i~~^__^

need to work harder! need to earn money more! and also need to be tough! gambate to me...i can de! ^.^ =) i wanna help my mum's burden...!

生日special!!

呵呵，生日过了这么久才来Update。。。

哈哈~~

十号和十一号，真的有惊有喜哦~~

。。。。十号晚上。。。。

首先，阿怡manzy&marketing's fren + joey带我去吃西餐~~她请客滴。。谢咯。。。

再来她送我生日蛋糕+小叮当的奶罐~~好呀~~zzz

没想到这么大了，还有奶罐收。。LOL。。哈哈~~

过后，jason来找我拿成绩单。。。

这个，真的是够力惊喜。。哈哈~~

原来，他和他的housemates准备了一个小小生日蛋糕给我！！

感动ING！！

谢谢他们为我准备的~~感激~~[各位，这是第二个蛋糕]

。。。。十一号：--。。。。

我和ahbu, hong, ting and mayi去了queensbay~~

我们晃了一天，晚上还去看alice in wonderland在gurney...

说真的，我没看过这部戏的卡通版。。不错看啦~~哈哈~~

如果没看错，我还看到TARC的“super senior”。。。

她们送了我~~一只限量版的面包！！哈哈~~

很好抱的哦。。。哈哈~~

谢谢了。。。爱你们！！

。。。。。十二号：-。。。。。

回到hometown,就看到阿眉的礼物在客厅。。。

眉的礼物很有心思，有迟来的贺卡。。哈哈~

还有我们在gurney拍的照片。。。还特地frame了起来。。。

说真的。。很感动。。。谢谢她！！

而且，她送的bearbear我也很喜欢！！哈哈，再次~~谢谢她=）

她送的我都收好。。。。。因为珍惜。。。。。

我很珍惜我19岁的生日。。。不止特别，还很有意义！！！

虽然，我的生日蛋糕有好多个洞。。。都是阿怡，讨厌~~

我终于了解伟建当初的感受~~九个小洞,一个大洞~~zzz~~

大话精~~

突然觉得自己好恐怖~~

最近总在撒谎~是好事还是坏事呢？？

我这些还能算是善意的谎言？？

哈哈。。。不是，不是，不是。。。。。

原来我是大话精。。。

就好像《情人眼里高一D》的女主角说过：

“在我们这里，人都会一直说谎，到最后连自己也骗。。。”

哈哈~~跟自己的处境一样。。。专门讲骗话，讲到最后，都不知道哪一句是真的了~~

haiz....

而且。。。。我不知道为什么~~我要说谎骗他们。。。。。

我不知道，是不想伤害还是什么？？

真想逃离这里。。。。。我累了。。。。真的~~不好受。。。。

很想什么都不管，都不讲！！

累了~~大话精不好当~~加上没有诉苦的对象~~很伤哦~~

只有在这里，写写发泄~~

我是大话精~~

HOT!!

Recently de weather....wah....hot till CANT WITHSTAND LA!!

haiz, for me...I think i will fall sick....

Hot till cant accept de~~

really dammn leh.....=.=

the weather no matter is night or morning or evening or afternoon...

also is SAME! HOT!!

LOLz....

If rain....tell u....

the Rain also very very very little lo....~~

swt lo.....

I ady swt for several days~~

haiz...hot lo.....

everyday + second also sweat lo~~

haiyooo~~~

panas~~panas!!!

End of the CNY~

After the chap goh meh....CNY also comes to its end~~

Besides, last week I went to Kek Lok Si,is so beautiful !!

Is really very cantik o...haha....xD.....

Wei kian bring us there de,since my ah bu don't the way to there....

and this is my ah bu......

At Penang still got another "mum" to sayang oo^.^

Hong（阿姨）, Yin(ah bu), Ting（阿姨）, Me and Wei（阿姨）...xD

3 leng lui-ss....hehe....^^

Sunday go to old de 关仔角。。。having a seafood supper....OMG.....someone treat...just cause me weight gain...LOLzz.......But, I din throw the madarin orange...hahaz....xD

泪水

你有多久没哭了？

还是你还没停止哭泣？

我，中三那次得大哭后，加上来拉曼的不久的小泪水。。。就没有了。。

但，昨天~

我最后还是支持不住。。。

而不争气的泪水也稀里哗啦的流了。。。

我拿起电话，想找个倾诉对象。。。

电话拿起，scroll完我的contact list...

突然感到好恐怖，连一个都没有。。。

为什么？为什么人家可以把我当成他们的听众，为什么他们可以？而我却。。。

为什么？？

我很找一个人来聊，甚至开解我也好，但，深怕打扰到对方~~

好难过，好可悲。。。

难过我没有倾诉对象，可悲我哭了。。。=.=

但，我过后还是拿起电话打给了S大哥。。。

谢谢他，开解我，安慰我。。。让我知道fail没什么大不了。。。

可能没曾尝试“肥佬”的我，也许还没办法接受这事实吧。。。

跟他聊后，心情也好多了。。。

也鼓起勇气打给了我的母亲大人。。。

给她“cham"了几句。。。心痛着，抽着。。。

很难面对他们，因为他们的疼爱，让我很对不住他们俩。。。

爸爸是不会打给我，他最多会把他的话传给妈，再传来我的耳边。。。

这星期四课完了，得回去面对他们~~

我好差劲，考到这样的成绩。。。

泪水又飙来了。。。

阿怡说的对："抬起头来，思念的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

但我的要转成：“把头抬起，伤感的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

Exam Result Release~

I back Penang today, yesterday night 3am just slept, then today woke up at 6.45am...hahaz...

Plan to wake up at 6am de....really cant follow de ...but le...LOL...

About 7.35am just drive back here....>.<"

and today, i also forgot about the exam result release day...haiz.....

E-x-a-m __r-e-s-u-l-t ___r-e-l-e-a-s-e____ l-e....

I ....failed one sub....that's programming...T.T

omg...how do i tell my parents about this??

I not very sad just dunno how to face my parents...

My dad sure will angry and scold me very "gai".....

I am not a good daughter, disappointed them again.....

I know resit is not a very big problem..but I think I should not get such result..

C- for my programming....Very bad right..I should do better de!...

However, I failed in my major subject... I such a lame, lazy, and bad!!

I should put more effort in this sem, and more concentrate...since it is a very easy sem, I afraid that I will again become lazy.....>.<....lousy!! I will resit my programming in this sem to get a better grade for my parents!! I don't want to make them upset, not the money things, but also because of my study stuff!!!

Dad, Mum, I m sorry.....Sorry..........

The Celebration Is Eating all The Way!

OMG....
The whole CNY Celebration is goin on..
I just knew that I m eating all the way....swt lo....lolx
Strat from the reunion dinner..I ate at my grandma there.....
then 初一 :--lunch and dinner de gathering meal also at there....
erm, met all my relatives and gather together..then at night...
having supper at Santai Cafe...lolx....treated by Chang...
初二：---eat again..lolx..after lunch....then I go to Alor Setar to met al my cousin there...
its great....! hahaz...but eat again lo...haiz....this year special at here is my ah yi
put the 孔明灯。。。erm....actually is on chap goh meh de le....lolx
初三：---Oh no...go to my 姑姑 there eat again...this year special on got "lao sheng"....hahaz....^.^
初四：---I have 大团拜here,go to kaki bukit, then padang besar, then is kangar...my fren also come to my house here to get "ang pau" lo...lox......hahaz....well, eat tomya and laksa....the tomyam is great! hehe....Then at night having dinner at alor setar, the gathering for my family here for the last one (CNY de meal)lolx....then met with Ts (xiaoji fren)....
Then is yesterday...初五。。。。
I go Taiping one day trip with my family....We go to Lake Garden then look at my two brothers play the swan boat...then at night after dinnner go to Taiping Zoo to go for a Night Safari...
I forgot to bring along my torch only....aiyo...hahaz.....

This year de （Hu虎） Year...is really different like the past one...since....my family got so many plan here.....lol.......though almost round with eat....haiyooo......T.T .....fat le T.T

Then, I wanna back Penang le....izzit Saturday, Sunday or Monday leh...hahaz.....

HappY CNY + Valentines!!

Yaya, new year around....
My house also wanna complete decorating and cleanning....
CNY is so near to us....i view so many of the blog almost mention abt CNY is near...
including Seng's.....
well, cny for this year i think it will like last year...nothing special gua...


Anyway Happy CNY for everyone...
Nice day...
Nice trip...
and...
Nice CNY...

Besides, Happy Valentines ya^.^ for those couples frens^___^

颠倒～

最近上线的时间都开始和别人颠倒～
因为我都早上上线，我的朋友们则是晚上～所以，最近没和什么人能聊到～
加上帮忙整理家，再帮我妈做饼干什么的，还蛮忙的。。。
就前几天，我在guardian买东东时，遇到我的一位学姐～
每次看到她我都会想起她那双柔软的手指头。。。
别把我当变态，因为我只是喜欢她弹钢琴的样子。。。
每次上音乐班时，我都很羡慕那些会弹钢琴的朋友，很羡慕她们。。。
但很可惜自己会的并不是钢琴。。。
虽然我也会玩乐器，也会读那些所谓的“豆芽”字，但，偏偏不会钢琴。。。
我是钢琴白痴，看到黑白键，都看傻眼了。。。
但，abc，123，do re mi什么的，我还会啦。。。只是，哈哈～
我的朋友都笑我说：“钢琴很容易呀！跟你那个四条弦的东东比，那才高难度！”
这也是我常笑朋友说，“四条线还容易过你那个黑白键，哈哈！！”
说真的我好久没碰我的小提琴了，不知它还好吗？
现在它在槟城，我回来了，并没有把它带回来。。。对不起。。。～.～

不过，最近有个男生每个晚上都会发“晚安”给我～是每个晚上耶～～
haiz，到底这代表什么？？不管那天我们有没有聊天，他都会这样做。。。
zz，到底这是什么意思？你知道吗？？

办年货咯~

嗯，昨天到了SP买了好多东东~~

我又买了新衣，新的睡衣~~

睡衣其实每年我的妈咪都会买新的一套给我们全家人~~

这是惯例~没有人可以破例~包括我那爱反抗的弟弟~

昨天到central square买了灯笼，和一些吊饰。。。{是时候布置了}

然后去吃bak kut teh...ok ok la....

前一天的菜肴是酸的，昨天的又咸的~~zz~~迟早吃坏我的肚肚。。。

那天酸的，是陪我妈去她的员工饯行会~

咸的，嘛是那桌bak kut teh,+咸鱼+炒豆芽。。。zzz

接着，我们又去tesco...买了汽水，盒装水等。。。

其实最近是thaipussam...昨天差点要塞在那了...

还好那个警察叔叔让我们做个U-Turn....abo.....dunno wat time just can leave that chaotic place...zz

p/s:-shopping make my legs exhauted...and this post is 01/02/2010...
but, after "dc" then post by today....~.~

～假期～

有点无聊的假期～
有点闷的假期～
可能不知自己该做些什么吧。。。
我有一个月的假期～
爽到～但，也sien到～
如果能充分的利用，那还没关系～
问题是，没事做～无聊～
看戏～看《老友狗狗》。。。
sienz。。。。。
无聊～第一次觉得很空虚～
想找人聊天～但，那个人，讲一半～
他也跟着失踪～
说什么，都一直on9的～
～～骗子～～

Back-Here_Finally

As title,back here finally.....
Really busy and lazy actually.....ha-ha....
The most wanna talk about is my life recently....
1st:--
very pityful,my FACE!! omg, it really....like in damaging progress...
SAD! wanna cry out,dunno is what...it is hormones gone wrong? Or is it sensitive????!!
Don't know why....just can say I m Do-less now....haiz....suak.....
2nd:-
Is about exam...haiz....don't know whether i can score or not....
but the most important is PASS!! haiz..... TI GONG BO BI la..
3rd:-
My life,still on, still like that ....just got little changes,that is.....
LY and JH de....mention this story will as long as the water fall....haiz...again....
4th:-
Most special case for Lcorner....Really unexpected!! since I am not really very care about it....
just everyday open it to see and view...and catch those spamsss....like helping wenxian to maintain the ban kuai lo.....and this is my promise towards wenxian dee....
However, something special is....a guy come take over when wenxian mention about wanna stop managing....Instead of this, I din expect much about...and saw the post just "huh??!!" then, "ooo"..haha...xD....
Next is a guy who named KKH-nickname is LuPorTi, he is the new boss for me who take over....
and he also is my new friend if under my Lcorner friend list lo....besides, he is very knid and nice guy....and I m here really hope that he can have a well rest and nice dream and enough energy to proceed his tough life right now....I don't know why I can easily know what his thought before he speak out...really surprise me also....hahaz.....xD....Don't know the reason...
and then,many many surprises pop up these few days in Lcorner lo....
then now just hope that another surprise {which i got it 1st-ly than other} wont pop up in the L-forum lo... Hopefully la....

Lastly, I have done my rebonding! But I don't wanna post out my new photo...it seem like no difference..haha...and in front also quite little bit ...errr.....:X....wait next week see how lo...
Hope that won't too bad than before,then ok le lo....^^TI GONG BO BI again lo...

Sayonara 2009~~

2009 happened too many things......

including i come to TARC and the leaving of Mr.Yoh.....

anyway good luck to him...

and me that wanna love somebody but finally find out the feeling is not so...

zzz....so weird....so now still havent dont know what is really touch and love ...(for gal and boy de)

hahaz.....

Today already 5th of january 2010.....

I just come back again to my blog....haha....

{boom}...and soon, exam is next thursday...

haiz...wat a day...

so far...finish my exam i can back home for CNY's celebration...

CNY again,times fly without wings...swt .....zzz

maybe I wont back to blog again for a long time......

will be busy for my DEAR EXAM....zzz

LOL....

want to like it...I havent find out the heart that want to study...

{die} lo....haiz....

anyway..gambate to me..and my friends la.....

+u +u....hopes no more resit's paper!!!!

jia you!!!!!!!

so to ah hiang, lwl, oyh......