大话精~~

突然觉得自己好恐怖~~

最近总在撒谎~是好事还是坏事呢？？

我这些还能算是善意的谎言？？

哈哈。。。不是，不是，不是。。。。。

原来我是大话精。。。

就好像《情人眼里高一D》的女主角说过：

“在我们这里，人都会一直说谎，到最后连自己也骗。。。”

哈哈~~跟自己的处境一样。。。专门讲骗话，讲到最后，都不知道哪一句是真的了~~

haiz....

而且。。。。我不知道为什么~~我要说谎骗他们。。。。。

我不知道，是不想伤害还是什么？？

真想逃离这里。。。。。我累了。。。。真的~~不好受。。。。

很想什么都不管，都不讲！！

累了~~大话精不好当~~加上没有诉苦的对象~~很伤哦~~

只有在这里，写写发泄~~

我是大话精~~

HOT!!

Recently de weather....wah....hot till CANT WITHSTAND LA!!

haiz, for me...I think i will fall sick....

Hot till cant accept de~~

really dammn leh.....=.=

the weather no matter is night or morning or evening or afternoon...

also is SAME! HOT!!

LOLz....

If rain....tell u....

the Rain also very very very little lo....~~

swt lo.....

I ady swt for several days~~

haiz...hot lo.....

everyday + second also sweat lo~~

haiyooo~~~

panas~~panas!!!

End of the CNY~

After the chap goh meh....CNY also comes to its end~~

Besides, last week I went to Kek Lok Si,is so beautiful !!

Is really very cantik o...haha....xD.....

Wei kian bring us there de,since my ah bu don't the way to there....

and this is my ah bu......

At Penang still got another "mum" to sayang oo^.^

Hong（阿姨）, Yin(ah bu), Ting（阿姨）, Me and Wei（阿姨）...xD

3 leng lui-ss....hehe....^^

Sunday go to old de 关仔角。。。having a seafood supper....OMG.....someone treat...just cause me weight gain...LOLzz.......But, I din throw the madarin orange...hahaz....xD

泪水

你有多久没哭了？

还是你还没停止哭泣？

我，中三那次得大哭后，加上来拉曼的不久的小泪水。。。就没有了。。

但，昨天~

我最后还是支持不住。。。

而不争气的泪水也稀里哗啦的流了。。。

我拿起电话，想找个倾诉对象。。。

电话拿起，scroll完我的contact list...

突然感到好恐怖，连一个都没有。。。

为什么？为什么人家可以把我当成他们的听众，为什么他们可以？而我却。。。

为什么？？

我很找一个人来聊，甚至开解我也好，但，深怕打扰到对方~~

好难过，好可悲。。。

难过我没有倾诉对象，可悲我哭了。。。=.=

但，我过后还是拿起电话打给了S大哥。。。

谢谢他，开解我，安慰我。。。让我知道fail没什么大不了。。。

可能没曾尝试“肥佬”的我，也许还没办法接受这事实吧。。。

跟他聊后，心情也好多了。。。

也鼓起勇气打给了我的母亲大人。。。

给她“cham"了几句。。。心痛着，抽着。。。

很难面对他们，因为他们的疼爱，让我很对不住他们俩。。。

爸爸是不会打给我，他最多会把他的话传给妈，再传来我的耳边。。。

这星期四课完了，得回去面对他们~~

我好差劲，考到这样的成绩。。。

泪水又飙来了。。。

阿怡说的对："抬起头来，思念的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

但我的要转成：“把头抬起，伤感的泪水就流不下来了。。。”

Exam Result Release~

I back Penang today, yesterday night 3am just slept, then today woke up at 6.45am...hahaz...

Plan to wake up at 6am de....really cant follow de ...but le...LOL...

About 7.35am just drive back here....>.<"

and today, i also forgot about the exam result release day...haiz.....

E-x-a-m __r-e-s-u-l-t ___r-e-l-e-a-s-e____ l-e....

I ....failed one sub....that's programming...T.T

omg...how do i tell my parents about this??

I not very sad just dunno how to face my parents...

My dad sure will angry and scold me very "gai".....

I am not a good daughter, disappointed them again.....

I know resit is not a very big problem..but I think I should not get such result..

C- for my programming....Very bad right..I should do better de!...

However, I failed in my major subject... I such a lame, lazy, and bad!!

I should put more effort in this sem, and more concentrate...since it is a very easy sem, I afraid that I will again become lazy.....>.<....lousy!! I will resit my programming in this sem to get a better grade for my parents!! I don't want to make them upset, not the money things, but also because of my study stuff!!!

Dad, Mum, I m sorry.....Sorry..........

The Celebration Is Eating all The Way!

OMG....
The whole CNY Celebration is goin on..
I just knew that I m eating all the way....swt lo....lolx
Strat from the reunion dinner..I ate at my grandma there.....
then 初一 :--lunch and dinner de gathering meal also at there....
erm, met all my relatives and gather together..then at night...
having supper at Santai Cafe...lolx....treated by Chang...
初二：---eat again..lolx..after lunch....then I go to Alor Setar to met al my cousin there...
its great....! hahaz...but eat again lo...haiz....this year special at here is my ah yi
put the 孔明灯。。。erm....actually is on chap goh meh de le....lolx
初三：---Oh no...go to my 姑姑 there eat again...this year special on got "lao sheng"....hahaz....^.^
初四：---I have 大团拜here,go to kaki bukit, then padang besar, then is kangar...my fren also come to my house here to get "ang pau" lo...lox......hahaz....well, eat tomya and laksa....the tomyam is great! hehe....Then at night having dinner at alor setar, the gathering for my family here for the last one (CNY de meal)lolx....then met with Ts (xiaoji fren)....
Then is yesterday...初五。。。。
I go Taiping one day trip with my family....We go to Lake Garden then look at my two brothers play the swan boat...then at night after dinnner go to Taiping Zoo to go for a Night Safari...
I forgot to bring along my torch only....aiyo...hahaz.....

This year de （Hu虎） Year...is really different like the past one...since....my family got so many plan here.....lol.......though almost round with eat....haiyooo......T.T .....fat le T.T

Then, I wanna back Penang le....izzit Saturday, Sunday or Monday leh...hahaz.....

HappY CNY + Valentines!!

Yaya, new year around....
My house also wanna complete decorating and cleanning....
CNY is so near to us....i view so many of the blog almost mention abt CNY is near...
including Seng's.....
well, cny for this year i think it will like last year...nothing special gua...


Anyway Happy CNY for everyone...
Nice day...
Nice trip...
and...
Nice CNY...

Besides, Happy Valentines ya^.^ for those couples frens^___^